madnovel Chapter 189 Suicide Song Hongli (Subscribe)
Chapter 189 Suicide Song Hongli (Subscribe)
Seeing Su Zhaoxue curled up on the sofa, her helpless appearance stung Song Hongli's heart.
Looking at the wandering shadow in front of him, Song Hongli looked around his room again.
What do you have left of yourself?
Family love, he doesn't have money, and it doesn't mean anything to him now.
Friendship, although very important, can still find other friends without him.
And what is left of Su Zhaoxue?
She has nothing but herself.
And besides her, there is nothing she can't give up.
Thinking of this, Song Hongli suddenly laughed.
He walked over and hugged Su Zhaoxue, and immediately felt the Yin Qi from the other party overflowing towards him. Seeing Su Zhaoxue dodge back, for fear that those breaths would hurt him.
Song Hongli finally understood why the other party avoided his own touch from time to time.
"Ali, don't come near me, I..."
"It's ok."
Song Hongli hugged Su Zhaoxue tightly, letting those black yin qi surround her.
He hugged her tightly, and the feeling of being lost and found, turned out to be so beautiful.
"Su Zhaoxue, I lost. I thought I wouldn't fall in love with the dead you, but I did lose. This is the first time I've lost. I love you, and I can't see you being wronged. The finished product
"The world can do without me, but you are nothing without me. 99
"You said, what kind of death would make it look better?"
"Ali...you..." Hearing Song Hongli's question, Su Zhaoxue already had an answer in her heart. She kept shaking her head, just as she was about to say something, Song Hongli had already lowered her head and kissed her, blocking all her words. in the throat.
After the kiss, Song Hongli hugged her and pressed her head to his chest.
"Su Zhaoxue, I'm not willful or impulsive. I've thought about this for a long time. I don't want you to leave me, and I don't know how long I can get along with you as a person. 66
"I used to think I was sane, but now I know that reason is because I didn't love enough. Between Death and losing you, I didn't think I would be more afraid of the latter,
"Ali, I don't want you to experience that feeling." Su Zhaoxue always remembered the pain of death, so she didn't want Song Hongli to experience it, and she didn't want Song Hongli to give up her life because of her own relationship.
But as soon as she finished speaking, Song Hongli patted her head lightly, and her face was pinched and pinched.
"That's why I asked you, is there a painless way to die. 99
"Forehead..."
The matter of suicide seems to have been implemented in this way. Song Hongli submitted a letter of resignation these days, and dealt with some miscellaneous affairs.
Su Zhaoxue was by Song Hongli's side, and she always felt very uncomfortable watching him do this as if he was explaining the future.
But when she wanted to stop Song Hongli, the other party would smile at her tenderly, and use the most irresistible thing to subdue herself.
Lying on the bed, Su Zhaoxue moved her sore waist, but Song Hongli, the culprit, didn't know where she went.
Just as Su Zhaoxue was about to float out to look for it, Song Hongli walked in happily.
"Let's go back to high school tonight, okay?"
"Why do you want to go there?"
"There's no reason, I just think it's where we met, and I want to go back with you and see."
"it is good.
After making up his mind, in the evening, Song Hongli put on a casual outfit and took Su Zhaoxue to the place that meant a lot to them.
At this time, many students went back to the dormitory to rest, and only Song Hongli and Su Zhaoxue were sitting in an inconspicuous place on the playground holding hands.
The wind was blowing very lightly and slowly, Song Hongli lay in Su Zhaoxue's arms, and the two of them watched the playground quietly.
"It's over tonight. 35
Song Hongli suddenly spoke and said vaguely, but Su Zhaoxue understood what she was talking about.
"Ali, you don't have to do this for me, I'm not worth your sacrifice. Forget me and find someone else, okay?"
Su Zhaoxue never wanted Song Hongli to exchange her life for the chance for two people to be together. She knew that maybe no one in the world would love Song Hongli more than herself.
But she also knew that she couldn't keep Song Hongli selfishly any longer.
He is so good, there is still a lot of time and a long way to go. He should find a better person instead of wandering in this world with him.
.....for flowers........
"I've decided a long time ago. Actually, I'm very afraid of being alone and lonely. Su Zhaoxue, I don't want to leave you, so don't push me away. 35
At this point, Su Zhaoxue couldn't say anything, she nodded with red eyes, was pulled by Song Hongli, and returned to the house of the two of them.
Song Hongli went back to take a shower and changed into handsome clothes.
Standing aside and watching what he did, Su Zhaoxue's eyes were always flushed with light red, until Song Hongli lay on the bed and waved her over, she walked over with difficulty.
On the head of the bed, there was a sharp knife.
"I heard that cutting the wrist doesn't hurt."
Holding Su Zhaoxue, Song Hongli said softly, the smile on his face was bright, but it made Su Zhaoxue sad.
There is nothing more painful than watching your lover Death, especially... the reason for the other party's Death is still for you.
"Ali..."
"Shh, turn around and don't look.""
Seeing what Su Zhaoxue wanted to say, Song Hongli covered her mouth with a smile and slowly turned her head aside.
If Song Hongli is really not afraid, it is false, no one can face Death easily, even he is no exception.
His hands were shaking, and shaking violently.
Song Hongli was afraid that Su Zhaoxue would feel it, so he could only use all his strength to suppress the trembling of his body, but his hands were unbelievably soft.
He held the knife in his right hand, closed his eyes, and slashed hard on his own wrist. At the beginning, it was really painful, especially the speed of blood flow, so clear and obvious.
Looking at the blood that kept spilling out, a distinct trace was formed on the pillow, red against white, cruel and beautiful.
"Ali...Ali...
Su Zhaoxue could feel Song Hongli's body shaking, but she couldn't do anything.
She hugged Song Hongli's increasingly cold body, looked back at his bloodless face, and cried.
"Don't cry, idiot, I...I've never been so sure that I made the right choice.
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