Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 430 - 428: I Am Yours

"We didn’t get a room!" Xu Su glared at him. "I wasn’t familiar with that hotel; how was I supposed to know which room was a suite and which was a private dining room? He said the hallway wasn’t a good place to talk and just dragged me away..."

After a pause, Xu Su lowered her gaze and said softly, "He was perfectly normal before today. I really didn’t expect him to do something like that, so I didn’t have my guard up at all. If you want to blame me for this, I’ll accept it."

Thinking about what happened today, Xu Su felt a lump in her throat. How could she have guessed that Shen Chen, a man so good-tempered he practically had no temper at all, could suddenly go that crazy...

With that, she had explained pretty much everything about what happened today, telling him everything she possibly could.

Just yesterday, she’d been in danger at the construction site and had seen how terrifying, despicable, and dangerous men could be. Yet today, she hadn’t learned her lesson. She clearly knew how Shen Chen felt about her, but she still went with him. Thinking back on it now, it was an absurd mistake.

Zhou Mochen was an incredibly proud man. If he couldn’t accept all this, she would understand...

Xu Su closed her eyes, waiting for his judgment.

After a long time, she heard Zhou Mochen say, very, very softly, "I’m sorry..."

Xu Su’s eyelashes trembled. She thought he was leaving her. She frantically opened her eyes, only to see Zhou Mochen’s back as he got out of bed, looking like he was about to leave.

Her eyes widened, and she wanted to call his name, but her throat was suddenly so dry she couldn’t get a single word out. She sat stunned on the bed, feeling for the first time the weightlessness of falling off a cliff.

Her mind went blank, a vast emptiness filled her heart, and all emotion vanished.

It felt like a long time had passed, yet it was likely only a few minutes before Zhou Mochen’s face reappeared in front of Xu Su...

Her nose tingled, and the instant all her senses came rushing back, Xu Su threw her arms around him, clinging to him tightly. "You’re not allowed to leave me! Zhou Mochen, you’re mine! You’re mine!"

Zhou Mochen was slightly taken aback, but he quickly hugged her back, gently patting her shoulder. "What’s wrong? Don’t cry. I just went to get you some medicine. I’m not leaving you. I’m yours, Xu Su. I’ve always been yours. Don’t cry."

’Medicine?’

Xu Su looked at what was in his hand through her tear-blurred eyes, then took it to have a closer look...

The words "Emergency Contraceptive Pills" shocked her so much that even her choked sobs stopped. Her eyes wide, she stared at him. "This medicine is for me?"

Zhou Mochen hummed in agreement. He was trying his best to look calm, but the bitterness in his heart was still apparent. He avoided her gaze, looking down as he opened the medicine box. "He didn’t use protection. Just in case, you need to take this."

He had carefully searched the room. He hadn’t found any opened or used condoms, but...

"No, didn’t you hear what I said?" Xu Su sat up straight, looking at him seriously as she explained, "He... he never even..."

His dark eyes stared at her for a long moment before he gave a bitter smile. "Don’t be stubborn. Take the medicine. It was all his fault, I don’t blame you. You don’t have to find it hard to talk to me about it."

"Is that what I’m finding hard to talk about?!"

Xu Su grabbed his collar, pulled him down, and hugged him fiercely, scolding him. "I told you I wouldn’t lie to you, and I meant it! If something had really happened with him, I would have told you the truth! But since nothing happened, why should I take this medicine? It’s not like this stuff is good for you!"

Zhou Mochen didn’t move, letting her hold him. He saw the conviction in her words but still hesitated.

’He couldn’t shake the feeling that she was just considering his feelings and deliberately hiding the truth.’

Xu Su had been angry for a while, but seeing his expression, she deflated, her heart aching for him.

’Who acts like this? A little while ago, he flew into a rage and ran off to ’catch me in the act,’ and now, he’s being so considerate that he’s worried Shen Chen didn’t use protection and is getting me emergency contraception...’

Her heart felt heavy and uncomfortable, and her eyes began to turn red again. "Zhou Mochen, when I say nothing happened, nothing happened. Shen Chen stopped. He... he did it himself..."

She cast aside her embarrassment and explained what had happened all over again.

Zhou Mochen listened quietly, his eyes flickering between light and shadow before finally softening. "If that’s the case, then you don’t have to take the medicine."

"Of course I don’t have to take it!" She had at least that much common sense.

Zhou Mochen smiled, casually tossed the small medicine box aside, and walked toward the bathroom.

Xu Su hugged the blanket and leaned against the headboard, her eyes vacant. She couldn’t even begin to sort out the events of the past few days.

When he came out, Xu Su reached out and hugged his waist tightly. "Zhou Mochen, no matter what I do, will you still be mine?"

She buried her head against his stomach, inhaling his scent, and pressed urgently, "Will you still want me no matter what happens to me? Even if I’d been dragged away by those construction workers yesterday, even if today Shen Chen had..."

Zhou Mochen didn’t answer. Instead, he bent down, slung her over his shoulder, and carried her into the bathroom.

Xu Su’s clothes had long since been removed. Without a moment’s hesitation, Zhou Mochen placed her naked body into the bathtub. He himself stood in front of the tub and began to unbutton his clothes, his gaze fixed on her intently.

One button, then two... Xu Su’s mouth went dry. She swallowed, wanting to help him with his buttons, but because of the height difference, she could only reach up to unbuckle his belt.

CLICK.

Xu Su’s hand froze. She suddenly thought of Shen Chen...

The next second, she cupped water in her hands and splashed her face, mainly to wash her eyes.

’My eyes need a good washing!’

Xu Su didn’t stop until Zhou Mochen got into the tub and took her hands to stop her.

Naked before each other, Xu Su wrapped her arms around his neck and gently kissed his brow, then his eyelashes, and finally, his lips...

The corner of Zhou Mochen’s lips curved up. From Xu Su’s perspective, the tender affection in his eyes was exceptionally alluring. Even after being together for so long, she could still be captivated by him.

She felt a stir of desire.

Xu Su remembered a saying that was popular for a while in her past life: There’s nothing that can’t be solved with sex. If there is, then just do it twice!

She decided she would give it her all for him tonight!

’Who the hell is Shen Chen, anyway?’

’Is he even worth creating a rift between us?’

’He definitely won’t leave any trace in my heart!’

Xu Su sat in his lap, her hand gently tracing over his face, from his handsome eyes to his soft lips, his jaw, his Adam’s apple...

The sight made her mouth dry. She couldn’t help but poke his Adam’s apple before leaning in to kiss it.

Zhou Mochen’s gaze grew heated. He placed a gentle kiss by her ear. Her skin was delicate. Though her earlobe was no longer the blood-red it had been that afternoon, it was still noticeably red—a mark left by another man.

’How could he ever leave her?’

’She’s his life!’

’Who would ever cast aside their own life?’

’Anyone who tried to take her from him would be taking his life!’

Xu Su’s long hair was soaked, sticking to her shoulders and back. Her eyes were misty, and her lips were slightly upturned. The sight of her exquisitely beautiful body was more potent than the strongest aphrodisiac.

The depths of Zhou Mochen’s eyes turned pitch-black. In that instant, a destructive urge rose within him, making him want to pull her into his arms and ravage her. But before he could move, another force held him back, making him want to give her only the most tender treatment.

PS: I’m working so hard, my keyboard is practically smoking. Time to get back to writing~~